The move into know has introduced to me a wall within. I sat down this morning and closed my eyes. I went inside to my place, and it was barren. And in that barren-ness I realized: I don't understand, I don't accept that it is my divine right to receive. And so I just sat with that.
As the day went on I forgot about my morning experience, and eventually I found myself at the house of a friend watching a movie that talked about attraction and deliberate creation. I was watching a video about it, and it seemed to describe what it is that I struggle to know, that I can attract by owning, and by owning I am accepting that it is my right to receive.
So I came home and went back to my place, and in it something new happened. I had a conversation within about what it means to receive. I heard that it is up to me to get very detailed, to become extremely interested in what I receive, and then I wondered, is that the divine right? To create a picture of abundance so clear, so full of explicit detail that I own it? When I endeavor to receive magnificently, is the magnificence the action I take to create the picture of that abundance?