Thursday was a rough day for me. The eve of the new moon brought high emotions. It began on my morning walk with my old faithful dog Jupiter. He was having a tough time getting home. I think he may have had a little stroke or maybe it just got too hot. I did get out early enough but with the slow old dog pace and many rolls in the grass at the park, it was getting late. So I was late for my pottery class. The instructor is a much older woman who comes across as a sweetie but can turn on a dime when she see a student doing something wrong. (she doesn't really teach, just waits around doing her projects till she see a student doing something wrong :)
So the tears of frog came in, I don't cry very often, but made a few trips to the car that day and wailed. Finally I just packed it in and went home.
I read Melissa's blog about alligator and decided it was a good idea to lay low with just my eyes above the surface. Actually I went home cranked up the AC and didn't open the door again till morning.
I woke up very early Friday. The air was fresh and cool outside so I opened all the doors and windows to enjoy the breeze. I enjoyed a short meditation and pulled up a you tube video with the Dali Lama called Peace through Compassion.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHJG41Q2VjY
I was sitting in the dark totally engrossed when I hear a big commotion in my bedroom. Jupiter was sleeping on the floor beside me so of course I thought someone was coming through the window. Upon investigation I discovered a cute little baby owl perched on the curtain rod. He got a little excited and flew around the room perching on picture frames then back to the curtain rod. I think it wore him out, as he landed on the floor and I was able to gently cover him with a towel and bring him outside.
In the book Medicine Cards owl stands for deception. As I read further it says " you are being asked to use your powers of keen, silent observation to intuit some life situation. Owl is befriending you and aiding you to see the total truth."
Good advice! I was a shy silent child and after many years of working with the public I grew out of it. Now at times I think I talk to much and "catch myself" interrupting when others are talking. I need to stop and listen more...(see Bryn's blog)
So that was my lesson from owl.
After releasing owl I returned inside only to find a giant spider crossing my kitchen floor. She was harder to catch than owl :)
The lessons continue!
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By WebmasterBlessings in the light
Hi Pat, I bet you laughed when you saw that this weeks support totem is Owl! I thought it interesting that the last week we had to amphibians and this week two avian totems. The Eagle, representing Spirit and the Owl( night eagle) representing deception. I love reading both the support and the energy of the week and then looking at their relationship and the relationship to my life and the forms that I get to meet!
This morning we spoke about mindfulness and using the observer self to simply watch, with out judgment- not always an easy task to be the silent observer...how ever that very observation allows us to get to know the workings of our minds so much better. It also allows us to make the changes necessary to our well being. sometimes just "pulling the plug" and taking a much rest is the antidote to stressful situations :)
I have some time today ( with out a designated place to be or thing to do) I have been watching the mind wanting to fill the space with sterilizing and distraction...by taking time to go to the garden and see what my Spirit needs, I have found that quiet, time Is what I need to meet the busy week starting tomorrow! so "chop wood carry water" is what it is about for me today...I am off to brush some horses :)
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By PattiOh yes, that was a Hoot! I was on the call. Love the birds! We have so many interesting species here in FL. The Osprey nests are full of hungry babies now. So interesting to watch the parents fish and feed them. Thanks for the reminders of mindfulness....so easy for us humans to go into "monkey mind."